He’s arrogant and he can be a total jerk but he’s also my Boyfriend and I love him for it. I’m mean and I can be a selfish bitch and he loves me just the way I am. We accept each other’s flaws. I love him, he loves me.
How is it possible that a man in the 21st century could love someone more than you think?
More specifically, how can he love me so much? Not that I don’t love him as much, you could say that I’m just shock to know that he really does.
Saying that there’s a lot of women out there is an understatement. There are millions out there who’s better than me in many ways, so why me? Why did he choose me?
I cannot question his feelings. I broke him and he has forgiven me and now we’re back. We’re together, in the sense of, he’s my boyfriend and I’m his girlfriend with oceans in between us. Long Distance Relationship, or LDR, we call it. I’ve tried it before and I failed so why am I doing it again? Did I not say that I will learn from my mistakes?
Yes, I am learning from my mistakes. And because of that, this LDR, my relationship with him will make it through. I won’t let anything go wrong. We’ll be together, because we love each other. No more mistakes.
I have that written on my Twitter for about 10mins? I never did finish my thought. What was it that can cheer me up? At first I thought about watching Sex and The City. We have every season and episodes copied, but being the lazy me, walking 20steps toward the bedroom and putting on the DVD and stuff are a lot of work. So I opted out that one. Then I thought, “Oh hey, Damon can make me feel better.” I searched for the latest episode, still not up. So nope. Then I thought, Okay, talk to my girlies? Yeah. My BestFriend’s pissed at me at the moment. My other girlfriends are sleeping. I don’t want to bother Nikki with my bullshit, she’s already helped me with everything, she doesn’t need little things like me being unhappy. I haven’t talked to my friends in Long Island for a month, it would just feel weird if I just pop a message saying “Hey whatsup, wanna help out a good friend who’s in crisis?” Yeah no. Then there was my guy friends. I haven’t talked to my closest guy friend in a while, perhaps because he’s ignoring me completely. So that’s out. Who’s next… He’s working. The other guy is sleeping. The next other guy is ignoring me too.
Then I thought,
Is that the purpose of a Boyfriend?
To be there when you’re not comfortable enough to your Girlfriends? To be there when no one else can?
Think about it, when you have a Boyfriend, who do you usually run off to when you have a problem? Not Boyfriend problems ofcourse. Him, right? Why is that? We say that your girlfriends will always have your back and no shit, they really do. But, we don’t necessarily run to them FIRST once we have a a special someone such that a Boyfriend?
I’m not saying I want a Boyfriend right now. No, not at all. I’m still happy being single. What I’m saying is, I just wish I could have someone to be there when no one else can.
(via claudinezia)
<i wrote this awhile back, was drafted and now got the chance to publish it. :)) >
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